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16/01/2009

Blog has moved

So, my space has moved over to The Hawke's Nest.  I don't use this profile anymore.  So you can reach me there.  Thanks.
02/05/2008

THE EMPIRE STRIKES BARACK

 

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19/04/2008

Discovery Channel: I Love the World

 

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13/04/2008

BARACKY: THE MOVIE

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11/04/2008

Obama Responds to McCain and Clinton attacks in Terre Haute

 

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27/02/2008

I'm Almost Two Score and Going Insane

 

I'm a writer. 

I don't write much.  I've only published two poems, and that was 15 years ago in college.  I haven't completed a thought in written form in over seven years.  I'm not a writer by any definition of the term, and yet . . . I am. 

I'm a writer because I have a story to tell.  No.  I have many stories to tell.  Stories that play in my mind like a multiplex, without walls.  I see them all, at any given time, simultaneously.  Fiction, non-fiction, poetry, science fiction, mystery, self-help, technical, cinematic.  I see them all, and they're driving me insane. 

Literally insane. 

I want to scream.  I want to walk away from my life and disappear into the populous tapestry of America.  I want to go off the grid.  I want to curl up in a ball, and hide from everyone and everything. 

I want to blow my brains out.  I want to die, and make it stop.

I want to be free.

I have no discipline for writing anymore.  I'll have to develop that.  I hold no mastery of the language like I did.  Hopefully that will come back.  I don't have the time to write.  I'll have to force that.

I'm a writer who doesn't write.  Either I can accept that, go insane, and develop my mother's taste for gun metal.

Or I can write.

 

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